Quote of the Day

I'm not entirely sure what this particular quote is saying, but it does speak to me for some odd reasoning. In my personal way I feel like it is speaking out volumes to me... Telling me not to feel that people do things because of how I am but because of themselves. Just be true to you and do what you feel is right for you rather than what others want you to do.

 

For a long time now I have been doing things because that's how people want me to be- but I've stopped myself for a moment of thought and actually, its not who I want to be. So, I am becoming my own person and I feel so much more healthy and happy in this skin. I would like to say it's the happiest I have been able to feel for a long time.

 

Slowly I am finding myself and seeing who I want to be and become rather than having others telling me that I should do this that and the other. By allowing myself to become that person, it is seeming to open more opportunities for me. I have some wonderful friends, family and boyfriend who I know will support me fully with this transition in life. By receiving their full support, it gives me more confidence to go on into things and not feel afraid or alone anymore.



 

 

Toodles for now,

Nicole xox

University Next Month: What I'm Going to Gain, What I'm Going to Miss

I'm going to miss a fair few things when I move away but then there are some things which I cannot wait to gain with the move! 

 

#1- Freedom to Gain

At long last I'm going to be able to lead my life as I wish. 

This is instead of having to coordinate it with my family and their plans.  

#2- I'm Going to Miss...

 This Crazy One, Matthew <3

Thankfully I will see him a fair amount still, visiting home & having visits myself.

He's my rock, my support and everything to me.. I love him tonnes :)

 

#3- New People to Meet

I cannot wait to meet loads of new people when I get there.

There's people I'll be living with and then those on my course... Bring it on!

 

#4- I'm Going to Miss...

Having a Living Room/TV

However, being able to use online catch up sites means that I may find new shows if I have the time.

 

 

#5- Going to a Fresh Start

I love the fact that I can leave where I live at the moment to go and start a new.

Prepare for my future!

 

#6- I'm Going to Miss...

Family

As much as they send me up the wall, I will miss them when I'm gone. 

 

 

#7- Moving to a New City

It's going to be a big step, but it's the first required to reach my career goal.

 

 

#8- I Will Actually Miss Tewkesbury

Even though there's not an awful lot to do in Tewkesbury, it is a pretty place to be near.

 

#9- More Me Time to Be Had

Having some more time out to myself without being bothered by family will be a positive.

I shall be able to do things without being shouted at to do this that and the other. 

 

 

#10- I'm Going to Miss...

My Friends. 

I am especially going to miss my best friend as he's moving to Manchester for university. 

It makes me sad thinking that I'm only ever (hopefully not the case!) going to see him during the holidays back at home.

 

 

 

Toodles for now,

 

Nicole xox